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 The Wedding Cake "Whodunit" Email Article To a Friend View Printable Version 
 From:  PAA77  
 Dated:  Wednesday, April 14 2004 @ 11:32 PM Eastern Daylight Time
Amir, along with the rest of the Lopatin family, were an important part of my wedding in May of 1982.

Amir was the youngest guest and appeared to be in some discomfort at having to dress-up. But, there he was in a simple light blue suit, having trouble keeping his pants from slipping off of his waist and staring at all the people and glitter through very large, rimmed glasses.

After the wedding ceremony, I happened to walk into a room in back of the reception area and saw Amir standing about four feet from the wedding cake. No one else was in the room.

When I glanced at the cake, there were two neat holes in the bottom layer. Amir was looking intensely down at his shoes. I asked if he had seen who poked their fingers into the cake, adding that I suspected that this is something his father might do since he could never wait for desert to be served.

Amir immediately ran over to me, slid the appropriate two fingers into the holes and said "See .. everyone else has larger fingers than mine .. my Dad too! Will I have to go home now?"

I assured him that all was okay as he helped me adjust some of the adjacent icing to cover the damage.

Amir's mind, even at that early age, was quick, not only to protect his father's reputation, but to empirically prove that I was wrong in my assumptions.

Peter Abrams


 Memories of Amir Email Article To a Friend View Printable Version 
 From:  Anonymous  
 Dated:  Monday, April 05 2004 @ 01:45 PM Eastern Daylight Time
Dear Mrs. Lopatin,

I have been trying to write this letter, and in the end, I just don’t know what to say. There really are no words that can express the loss we all feel at Amir’s passing. Amir was becoming a close friend of mine, and I actively feel his loss around campus, in my life, and in my future. Again, I don’t know what I might possibly say – there is no rhyme or reason. All I can do is offer you a few glimpses of Amir through my eyes, and hopefully convey to you how much he was loved and respected by those of us here at Stanford.

The last time I saw Amir was in early March, before I left for a three and a half week vacation. We had tentative plans to get together for a walk or for lunch this week to catch up after not seeing each other in almost a month – plans to which I was truly looking forward. I found out late on Sunday night that we would not be able to have lunch or take a walk – not this week. Not ever. And I cannot remember the last time I cried so hard.

But I digress, because I do want to share with you the last time I saw Amir, and maybe a few other stories besides that one. I was sitting at my desk, in my office, working hard on a paper that was due for presentation the next day. In rushed Amir, looking a bit flustered, and very excited. “Do you have a lamp?” he demanded. I looked up, stumped. “A lamp?” I asked, “Um. No. Amir, why do you need a lamp?” I glanced down at my watch and continued “and aren’t you supposed to be in class right now?” He looked at me with those sparking blue-green eyes and his disarming smile, and explained to me that he had this absolutely fantastic idea for an experiment, and he wanted to catch his classmates on their way out of class, and he needed a lamp for the experiment. “Ah. I see. Nope - no lamp over here. Sorry.” I laughed at his exasperated look and his rushed demeanor as he raced out of my office, in pursuit of a lamp with which to run his experiment. I giggled to myself and reflected on how amazing it is to find someone with such a passion for his studies and so much enthusiasm for his work. It made me pause to consider how drudgingly I had been pursuing my own studies, and I made a mental note to “be more like Amir,” and remember how interesting my own work was, and how fortunate I am to be a learner.

This episode has been continuously crossing my mind ever since I heard of Amir’s passing, not just because it was the last time I saw him, but because of how much it speaks to his personality. Amir was one of the most curious, intelligent, excited and enthusiastic people I have ever had the fortune to meet. But even more, Amir was constantly looking for illumination. In the questions he asked, the rigor with which he analyzed a topic, the excitement in his eyes and the query in his words – Amir was always looking to learn and to teach – he was both a light for others and a receiver of light from others. As I continue to live each day, I aim to both provide and receive illumination as enthusiastically and inspiringly as did your son.

Another funny Amir vignette: We were out for a walk on a misty afternoon. We had considered canceling for rain, but he assured me that he looked just as good wet as he did dry, so he was not opposed to venturing out in the rain. We were immersed in conversation about some political theory or another, when suddenly and without warning he completely changed the topic on me. Perplexed, I asked him how on earth he had gotten from point A to point B. He informed me that he had been thinking about point B for 10-15 minutes already, while we had been debating point A. You see, Amir never just thought about one thing at a time, as he explained to me that afternoon. Instead, he had to store up the other conversation topics that came to mind. Sometimes, apparently, he forgot some of the ones he was storing, so if he thought of something particularly interesting, he would just change the subject, so as to make sure it got covered in a given conversation. After our 90 minute walk, he climbed onto his bike and off he rode. When he reached the stop sign he turned and looked at me over his shoulder, and I swear he was about to double back to start on some other topic, point Z perhaps, that he didn’t want to forget before next time. And today, I am left wondering what point Z was all about, and feeling saddened that I will never know.

Amir and I were in the same school at Stanford, although our specialties within the field of education were very different. We both shared a love of the outdoors and an interest in theories and philosophies beyond basic education. The first time we spent time together outside of school, we decided to meet at a coffee shop near campus, although he warned me that he was not sure that particular coffee shop was open past 9pm. I assured him in no uncertain terms that it was, and we made our plans. When I walked up to Harmony Café at 9pm on a Wednesday night in early February, he was leaning against an outside table, next to a very dark and very closed coffee shop. “Bad choice.” He called out to me, this person he barely knew. And with this honest assessment we moved on to the pub next door, and spent the next many hours debating theories of socialism, communism, the capital markets, technology and Judaism. I quickly saw that he had an astounding sense of humor, an incredible brilliance, and an extremely generous soul. We began one of the most fulfilling friendships of my time at Stanford, and one which I have been actively looking forward to pursuing over the next many years. I still cannot quite fully comprehend his absence, and I am only beginning to mourn the loss of such an amazing person in my life and the lives of all those around me. It seems that I cannot stop thinking about his mischievous smile, his glittering eyes, and his honest words.

I know that the memorial service at the Chabad Center was taped so you and your family might be able to see the wonderful things people said about Amir, but I wanted to highlight one thing that really stood out to me at that service. So many of the stories began with “Amir was riding by on his bike, and he stopped to say hi…” and I think that that one action, his stopping his bike to say hi to someone, really speaks to who Amir was. He was someone who took the time to stop and say hello, to ask how you were, to remember the details of your life and follow up on the little things that were important to you – he had a gift for listening and comforting and prodding and inciting.

Mrs. Lopatin, in the short two months in which I knew Amir, he changed my perspective on life and on friendship. Never before have I so deeply felt the loss of someone’s passing – not only will I miss your son, but I will miss out on your son, which is in itself a true tragedy. But Amir affected me tremendously in the short time we did spend together, and in the memories I and his other friends hold of him, in the ways that he influenced our lives, Amir’s spirit will live on, and continue to affect people in countless ways.

Thank you for providing us with such a wonderful friend and teacher – we will never forget the lessons he unwittingly taught us in his own quirky way.

With all my heart,

Katharine Strunk


 First Impressions Email Article To a Friend View Printable Version 
 From:  Mimi Kessous  
 Dated:  Sunday, April 04 2004 @ 02:45 PM Eastern Daylight Time
This is an excerpt from a journal I kept in 2001.

February 12, 2001. Monday. 12:40am.
Just got back from Cheryl and Moshe's wedding...Amir Lopatin drove me home. Met first time New Years 1998. Like him. Super smart. Constantly thinking/analyzing. Seems really good-hearted. Helped carry my bags. Spent last year and-a-half in Utah as computer programmer. Interesting. Said he missed close Jewish community and was excited to be back. Is cute and wouldn't mind getting to know him better. Wonder if too cerebral for me...Is definitely funny. Has amazing pale blue eyes. Appears to have little filter...Makes me feel like I know him well and can say anything to him.


 Don't be an environmental terrorist Email Article To a Friend View Printable Version 
 Dated:  Thursday, April 01 2004 @ 04:54 PM Eastern Standard Time
The first time I ate a meal in Jon and Amir's apartment was very memorable. Amir put a bunch of plastic bags on the table. Mashed potatos were in one plastic bag, salad in another and salami in another. Amir had saved these plastic bags from his last trip to the supermarket. Jon argued it was uncivilized to eat from plastic bags. Amir thought that using plates was a waste of paper. Everyone agreed that dishes were too much of a pain. Jon and I were so hungry that we just gave into Amir's very determined environmental stance and ate dinner out of the bags. That was settled. Amir won. Then, Jon mentioned that he picked a girl up on a date in a taxi. Amir got very upset and told him that this was not environmentally sound. Jon said that he was more chivalrous than Amir. Amir said that because he picked girls up walking or on a bicycle, future generations would live. We told Amir that he was an extremist. Amir told us that we were environmental terrorists. Amir got us to admit that that the food from the plastic bags tasted good. Amir said that he might bring a bag of food on his next date. He made it sound like reasonable etiquette.
-yoni malina


 The first time I met Amir Email Article To a Friend View Printable Version 
 Dated:  Thursday, April 01 2004 @ 04:35 PM Eastern Standard Time
My first time meeting Amir was in the basement of my parents house when my brother and Amir were in high school. Amir and Moshe were playing video games and speaking quickly in their mumbling, non-understandable way. My mother said, "I am so glad that there is another one who speaks like my son"...Who would've guessed that this fast-talking, computer-loving mumbler would later become one of my closest friends?


 Thinking of Amir Email Article To a Friend View Printable Version 
 From:  pjdelsh007  
 Dated:  Wednesday, March 31 2004 @ 10:29 PM Eastern Standard Time
So many memories of Amir that I will never forget... the Beatles mix tapes we used to trade, the various debates that we would invariably get into. The summer of '89 we spent together on the JCC teen adventure tour...we went biking in Vermont (Amir let me borrow his mountain climbing sunglasses) and we got to spend a week in Orlando. In 8th grade we made a video with Mike Jesser for Rabbi Knefski’s Chumash class in Moriah that I still have. The Ramaz soccer team came to play us at Frisch, and to my surprise Amir was the goalie. Was there anything that he couldn’t master? Amir was one of the sharpest and brightest kids I ever met. I will surely miss him but I will never forget the moments we had together. –Pejman Delshad


 Amir on the Go Email Article To a Friend View Printable Version 
 From:  Anonymous  
 Dated:  Wednesday, March 31 2004 @ 12:50 AM Eastern Standard Time
I have had the opportunity to take many trips with Amir. He came to my hometown of Montreal twice, and both times he was enamored with the city. Whether it was Sir Winston's bar, the casino, or just a walk in Hampstead, he was so appreciative of what he saw and experienced. Amir took every event and outing to a new height. I hope everyone learns from his enthusiasm about everyday adventures.



 Some time spent with Amir Email Article To a Friend View Printable Version 
 From:  Anonymous  
 Dated:  Tuesday, March 30 2004 @ 10:30 AM Eastern Standard Time
Amir always had the right words. I can’t do him justice, so I’m just going to share how I spent some time with Amir.

Amir lived three houses away from our synagogue, Ahavat Torah, so on Shabbat afternoons between mincha and maariv, we would sometimes walk over to play chess. He was a good chess player. He was fair and straight – never too competitive.

We would sit at a small table, and play on a wooden chess set. His mother would bring over fruits, and his father would ask about our lives. It was a warm and friendly atmosphere.

I always looked forward to coming home for the weekend, possibly seeing Amir, and sitting down for another game of chess.

-Zev Davidovics